Cameron

Burton US OPEN SON!

Tue, 08 Apr 2008 16:49:27 GMT

Us Open 08

Friday
WOW! This was my first year at an open and let me say, the riders are nuts! It’s hard to watch people board on TV and fathom the amount of skill and talent these riders have. Getting out on the course and being there first hand was my only way!
The weekend started with Stratton hooking us up with a Sick Lodge.. So the crew met up, got some eats and unpacked the gear. Roger and Bob of course couldn’t make it up until midnight; they both have very strict appointments and duties to tend to before events, so Jason, Adam, Stew (beef) and I went out for a little action on the slopes.
thanks to Beef for photos and Mat Nichols for tunes

I snagged some on camera interviews with Scotty Lago, Shaun White, and flow’s Team Manager Andrew Muddy. It was a nice first day at the start of an amazing weekend. At night Tu Cool or was it cool kids were playing on the main stage and well Burton was hosting some VIP party in the main bar, and of course we are not VIP. No worries! Our buddies from Hayes Brothers were throwing their own bash at The Green Room. A well spent 5 bucks at the door to watch old school punk rock performed by The Boardloards.

Saturday
Wake up! It’s Saturday! Time for the pipe bitches! After a long night of drinking like usual, I rolled myself out of the bath tub and on to the slopes. Today was a much nicer day for shooting, the sun was out, the air was warm and the ladies were swarming the hill. Roger, Bob and I were set on getting some great footage for the show and nothing was going to get in our way! Jason snagged some great action shots from above while Roger and Bob took notes below. I ran into Roger at the bottom of the pipe where we soon met up with Bob and snagged another Shaun White interview… only this time bob was asking the questions and ohhh boy it was spectacular!. Dingo liked our style and said our show name over the loud speaker, the banner was looking great, the crew was looking great and a nice frothy beer was all I needed to complete yet another amazing day on the slopes.

Home James!

back in the NH

Sun, 29 Apr 2007 16:13:50 GMT

im back in the nh. drinking as usual :-p. not much else to do in this place after 8:00. hehe.
missing some people....people i hope come visit soon... especially those in NYC and Oregon :-p.
anyway time to go shower... whos coming with me?!!
-cam

turned upside down

Sun, 22 Apr 2007 17:37:00 GMT

haha so im a show off eh? well serves me right.
i got into an accident on a dirtbike yesterday near the highway 215 in las vegas. somehow i ate the gravel while the bike got to slide comfortably on top of my body. ouch
today.. not doing so well. my right side is pretty fucked up (lucky i had a helmet) but i think past the scrapes and scratches the only thing im going to have to do is get my chest/back xrayed to see if theres any cracks on my rib cage. because everytime i move it sorta brings a tear to my eye, not in a romantic way either.
other than that.. the boys call my gimpy because i hobble around las vegas with them hehe and they have to wait up because i try to hit all the moving staris i can.
trip is good.
didnt sleep much
ill be back in new hampshire tuesday. but i think im calling out of work for wed to give myself a day to rest and to get to the hospital.
-cammy cracked corn

rocking in vegas

Sat, 21 Apr 2007 18:37:38 GMT

well... this has been amazing so far.
my only regret is that the second time around i still stand alone in front of the bellagio. someday..maybe just someday ill share that with someone.

other than that... this time around is better and i could even consider moving back here in chunks.. 4 months at a time.. but im still an east coast boy.. i need my family my friends and my dunkens hot coco. :-).

I have a feeling i look a little better this time around also, because instead of girls skipping me and going right to sean or scott.. there actually stoping at me first. (ego boost right there)
maybe they just know im a celeb already hehe. ill be back in nh mid week next week.
im missing marianna. but ill cope. Sean got drunk with Paris Hilton last night for his birthday so i guess thats gonna be a good story to tell. he got pleanty of pictures... 60 to be exact hehe.
take care all
see u in C-town

vegas

Mon, 16 Apr 2007 22:10:45 GMT

leaving for vegas again. wed with foster,james , dykes, lady and jarmak
skizzy is already there so.. its the whole kit and kabootle.

this just in. im fucking nuts

I have been crazy before

Thu, 22 Mar 2007 22:40:41 GMT

This is nothing new. but i may be losing my mind. too many what if's that keep me up at night. I finally realized that when i lay down before bed and i dont at least strum my guitar i feel guilty. the same guilt like if my girlfriend were sitting there and i didnt say goodnight. has my life become that lonely where my guitar has filled my emptyness? I have been writing alot of music lately and hope to have it recorded by june. along with the Armor and Rage project ive been working on with Shane and Corey. ( Metal) :-) our hit song Heavy Weighs the Crown should be out and on the radio by july hehe. <3
I think i need a new car. i reached the 250000 mile mark on my civic #2 and civic #1 has 185000. its only a matter of time before these things just cant go on. I just dont know if i want payments..and responsibility any more than i already have? know what i mean?

Work.. oh Work... 5 days a week. 10 hours a day. KIDS EVERYWHERE! it makes me crazy. then again... some kids actually listen to me much more than adults do.

not gonna lie.. i miss playing shows and doing Regretmenot.

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i had a dream

Mon, 05 Feb 2007 12:40:24 GMT

I just wok up from a nightmare, which could also be the biggest wake up call of my life

im starting to feel the changes already and i dont like them

i tried

Mon, 05 Feb 2007 06:45:16 GMT

i tried to sing today at the bar. it was open mic and i thought.. what the hell . ive not played in forever. i work too much
im sure i can still rock out.
only i had no idea what to play. no songs to finish. and i lost my voice

what the fuck happend to me?
do i really suck that much
has my whole life been ........a lie?

should i stay or should i go...

Fri, 02 Feb 2007 19:36:07 GMT

i have some very close friends that want me to move back to las vegas. i get into thinking why am i in new hampshire working all week every week at a boys and girls club. Im at this stand still do debt and to society. I want to be free.
i want to have fun.
i want to live while im young.

why am i here? I moved back to see my family and friends. and honestly i never get to really see them. monday - friday im gone 10-12 hours a day with work. saturday and sunday im so wiped out from the week that i just want to stay home and relax.

what has life become

got to say goodbye

Wed, 31 Jan 2007 19:27:31 GMT

Scott, Sean and i went to Boston last saturday night to say goodbye to Marianna. Of course when i got there i realized i wasnt ready to let go of her. There has always been this hope in the back of my head that our relationship would spark again when it was meant to be and the sun would go down over the palm trees and we would be happily ever after... yadayada. ... nope. I got there to notice i wasnt special anymore. Multiple times when i would try to talk to her and catch up, or find out where shes going and her plan, Pete her friend would come over and make it very obvious he was insecure with his relationship with her. Im sorry to him, i mean no offense. In fact i met him and he seems like a really nice guy. Maybe its me not being able to let go. But if i think about it and If i invited Her up to my home town for a going away party.... the last thing i would want to do to her is be all over some other girl in front of her. Its almost like what i thought we had.. we didnt really have and now i finally see that. I feel like i did the best i could at saying goodbye and i hope thats good enough, yes i even started to cry . booo who.
any who.. It makes for a good new song right.
i guss thats the only way i can deal with my problems.

We then came back to concord where me scott and sean went to megans birthday party where sean and i became the undefeated Beer Pong champs... of the century.(bring it on to anyone who thinks they are a challenge)

Sunday came and i found myself too confused to get anything done, Thinking about life and my direction, like i always do. luckily i had heavy drugs and alot of beer to get me through the week. only now im out. and im right back on that road.
its a dark road, all i can see are the street divider markers in front of me and im not sure who put them there or where they lead. but the easy thing would be to follow them, the hard thing would be to paint my own.

are you serious ...?

Sun, 22 Oct 2006 04:26:29 GMT

are you even kidding me right now?

I miss Nicole...

Wed, 04 Oct 2006 08:19:11 GMT

how can i find nicole ferguson....

how oh how...
and if i do.. what do i say? Hey... no clue why i though about you all night the other night.. just one of those days i guess.
-me

lately....

Mon, 18 Sep 2006 22:50:40 GMT

letely ive kinda just not been caring. my whole life i usually go out of my way to make people happy.. and to keep friendships alive... i think i just dont care now, the majority of people i want to keep in touch with i already talk to all the time. everyone else... ive just accepted as a friend at that point and thats it. why hang on to it? its way easier to just not give a shit and move on with life. the more i can let go of this nice guy complex the faster i will be able to take control of my life and not try to make other lives better. maybe its selfish.. but you all know that im "the nice guy" and i get fucked over the most...weather it be money, or relationships... the saying nice guys finish last is true. you need to be aggressive in life to move foward... and alot of time it comes of as being a dickhead..

well... i guess im just going to start being a dickhead.
people who love me will understand.

de online community

Thu, 03 Aug 2006 04:36:02 GMT

Some of you know I move a lot.... I travel a bunch... I'm just that guy. Fortunately aim. Livejournal and myspace help me keep in touch with the many of people I meet in my journey. Unfortunately I moved yet again and won't have the internet for a while, ah ha... Have no fear! Like my good friends in silverstein said.... Dude just get a sidekick. And boom lucky me matt, dave and sally got me one for my b day. Much love guys. So I will have aim when I remember to charge it... And livejournal works. Myspace is a lil too much for this thing but you get the point. So aim my ass on either emomelodic, or audetmusic.
Danke

life is expensive and slow

Mon, 26 Jun 2006 21:45:04 GMT

i bet a bullet would be cheaper and faster.

work.. band

Thu, 18 May 2006 03:20:10 GMT

well i work a whole bunch at the boys and girls club. thats rad. We had so much rain lately its been bring me down. i wrote a letter to the local paper yesterday and it got published. Concord Monitor
guess i was just pissed off at stupid people.

2 out of the 4 of my band members were in a car crash saturday night after the show. the road gave out below them, jim broke his wrist and jared bit off his tounge and had to get it stiched back on. I think they will recover soon and we will start rocking 100% myspace.com/regretmenot

Ive not had alot of time lately to do fun things.. i miss just skating around, and hanging with friends... getting old sucks. I have also been sick going on like 3 weeks now.. still my voice is lost, i sleep 12 hours and when im awake i just want to sleep.. i called to see a doctor but...i cant get in until the 13th of june.
-damn
-cam

roomies

Thu, 23 Mar 2006 15:58:03 GMT

I have some new roomies (James, Chrissy, and Jay) :-) once again none of my stuff is where it should be and i've been living out of my car all winter. maybe finally once again i will have a place to consider home. Its tough when you move away and come back to nothing... all of your stuff is thrown in boxes and given away, or put in a shed and picked through by family members. It kinda rips a part of your childhood right out of you. I dont even know what i own anymore. My mom really wants to get an apartment with me but is counting on my doing everything. shes so afraid of change and isnt willing to actually work to make enough money to make herself happy. cant i just be a succesful actor/musician by now so i can afford to buy these people things.
-shit

somehow

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 13:25:37 GMT

some how i've managed to fuck this up.

the day before

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 08:27:34 GMT

The Day Before click to hear my heart.
The Day Before (Valentines Day)
Tomorrow marks the day of love, your arrow tip infects my blood with a warm sensation like meditation im at peace wtih you. another girl ill pass at her, because ide change your cathiter, ill be honest and caring for always
i have one day to write this song
i hope the words dont come out wrong i have a nack for doing that.
so please take me by the hand, ill take you to a promise land
ill hold you close and we can sing and someday buy promise rings.
If i were in a bed of roses, i would be sure to pick a daisy, call me crazy but i know it would mean more.
you have that beauty and i like it
how can i explain how i feel inside.
im writing this the day before
my love comes out the day before

-written and produced by Cameron Audet & Mattew Thomas Demicco in 23 hours for Marianna

life gets in the way of living

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 03:59:28 GMT

well, i moved to boston. ... yup. im here. yet i still dont feel at peace. Its almost like i never will feel at home or like i belong or like im wanted someplace. The job is going well, of course we all know how long i keep jobs because im too afraid of letting work get in the way of living and enjoying life. Sometimes i feel people completely foreget about the important things thousands before us have died for. freedom, love and the world. Today everyone only cares about the green. and im not talking about mother earth. im talking about fast easy earned satan supplied money. enough of that.
im here and i dont know if i want to be. its almost like anytime i have something good going in the right direction in my life i fuck it up.. and it leaves me wondering how i went so wrong for the next couple years. then i try so hard not to mess the next one up that its already time to move on again. I dont even know if writing music makes me happy anymore. I dont know if making movies is a passion. I feel like i have lost touch with myself. I feel like i could be at the end of my ropes and on my last breath in the battle against having to grow up and discover life is simple. life is 9-5. work all year to get one week off. life is.... my controlled by someone else.
I love... I love my friends, I love my family, I love Marianna. Its in these people i find the passoin to live. the will to do nice things without asking for anything in return. its for these people i want to be successful. Marianna you make me want to succeed. You give me passion, hope and among other things you make me feel like i still have a shot at this whole life thing :-) . i want you to know, i'm honored to be able to share it with you.
now i sleep.
i sleep until i can face the world with a sword and shield. and ill hold the sword mighty high and the shield ill keep close to my heart for like Achilles, only one part of my body is my weakness.

got some shows coming up, (www.myspace.com/regretmenot)
eh got a new audet song recored with matt demicco for marianna for Valentines day.
www.myspace.com/audet

life a new

Sun, 12 Feb 2006 22:04:19 GMT

So im looking at places in Boston because i figured out all the good things in my life are there right now. I just got my new job at Gifford Production House edting videos and stuff, I have an interview at the Cambridge youth center tuesday to teach film to pre teens. And of course Marianna is in Boston and she means the World to me. So why am i up here right now?.
I'm heading down tongiht to check out a couple places and see if i can get into a place this week.
-Cameron

C i love you marianna
M i love you cameron
C will you be my valentine :-*
M i most certainly will be your valentine :-)

<3 - feb 28th is comnig up sweetie!

crazy cam

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 03:07:49 GMT

am i nuts?

lately ive been feeling really weird. I think new hampshire is making me depressed.
from an family of drunks, to a job of nothingness. to wanted to see marianna more and being trapped up here just to pay a retarted bill for something i dont even remember what i spent money on.

i just want to be with marianna
and focus on my life and my music. and my movies.

why is that so hard in this life.

Bring it Back... home

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 06:36:14 GMT

Wow.... so a whole bunch has changed.... well for one... I have an amazing girl in my life named Marianna. I met her at a Silverstein Show. Shes totally awesome, and lives down in JP Boston. (so... im working on trying to move back down there to spend more time with her and focusing on my career as a video/music guy.
Im also in a new band called regretmenot (www.myspace.com/regretmenot) we have had our share of drama in the first few months... but something tells me at the turn of the new year we will be getting ten times more into the band.
I'm currently house setting till march with my brother up in Concord and working at the Home Depot. It gives me a little time to catch up on those las vegas bills i racked up. (however working retail 48hours a week sucks)
Oh and thursdays ive been teaching film at the Boys and Girls club in Merrimack with my buddy Randy and his awesome girlfriend Maria leana. Sounds like im almost thinking about planning something huge out in life... like maybe buying a house.. only i have no credit and no wish to stay here yet. however when im crazy cashin and famous for movies and music ill totally buy a house back here to relax at.
-cammy

hair cut n stuff

Wed, 14 Sep 2005 00:28:35 GMT

so i cut my hair (or chrissy did) :-) its real short now and back to the natural blonde. i will grow it back but im not gonna die it for a while. lately ive been listening to all my old fav bands. (grade, jawbreaker, jets to brazil. silverscooter, HWM, and yes even braid.) even though for the longest time i wasnt a braid fan. they grew on me after highschool. Im back in concord and still dont have a job. I have an interview at home depot friday. so maybe ill start working there. where is my life going? no idea.. just feel trapped lately. no money, economy sucks ass and im white. :-p well my myspace is up and going www.myspace.com/cameronaudet
everyone should have myspace hehe.

ok take care

lonely....

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 03:31:03 GMT

so.. after this long relationship..... i realize im alone now.. and i feel empty. i moved back from las vegas, and im living in concord nh for a bit until i can move back to boston. i dont really have much to say... its been a while. but when something comes to my mind.... ill be sure to let you know.
-cameron